Dreamer Gone Wild

bulletinthestars asked: You just have to find one thing. One thing worth staying for. A family member, a pet, a friend, maybe even a pair of shoes you still want to buy, i'm sure there's something or someone. And if you don't think there could possibly be anything worth staying for, stay for me. <3

There’s nothing in my life anymore that has meaning to me. My family is broken, my friends are distant, everything is gone. But thank you for caring. <3 

avelinn-rp-deactivated20130428 asked: Hey. I don't know you, and I just found your blog, but I just want you to know that I love you and you are loved. I know how you feel, but you've just got to keep pushing through. I know you're brave enough to make it. Don't end this tonight. You have your life to live and so many opportunities. <3

I have nothing to live for and no life at all. I’m just breathing and I don’t want to anymore. It’s too painful to exist. I can’t go on like this anymore. I’m sorry. 

bulletinthestars asked: Hey, I just thought I'd tell you, I care. I truly believe you can get through whatever it is you're going through. you deserve to be here just as much as anyone else. im here for you if you need anything at all, even if it's just to talk. stay strong.<3

But what’s the point of trying anymore? It’s just so much easier to let death slip me away. I don’t deserve to be here. I’m worthless, pathetic, and a failure. 

I give up. I’m sick of existing. I’m done with life. It’s too fucked up. I just can’t go on like this anymore. 

I’m finished.

First off, let me say that NO ONE should EVER want an eating disorder and I do not agree with glamorizing eating disorders.

But.

I am looking for a friend to help me reach my goal of 96lbs by summer.

If you’re interested, my kik is freedomisinnothing (If you lived in Canada or the US that would be best for time zones)

I have some wonderful people that I already talk to but lately, I’ve been feeling really weak and I need more people who are determined to help me and that I can help too.